So, about what's going on with me. Who ever really knows? Anyway, I just got back from "Big River" rehersal that I went to tonight because I'm apparently running sound board for it (whoopie...sarcasm there folks) and I'm dead tired. I could write so many things on here right now but as always I'm afraid how people will take them. That seems to be how life is lately. I would do things but I'm uncomfortable around certain people so I don't do things I usually would or I won't say things I usually would either, instead I sort of run with the crowd and end up giving people the wrong impression of how I really act.
Ew, speaking of wrong impression, I nearly threw up today watching Erin and Kyle. Can I say vomitous? It's so weird, any respect I had for that guy is almost now gone. I never really respected Erin that much to begin with so it's not that big of a deal with her, but I really truly cared about Kyle, and I still do, I just don't respect him now. And he makes me slighly nauseous so that may cause some weird changes in our friendship.
I just don't get guys. Sometimes guys are easier to understand and get than girls (okay, most of the time) but when it comes to relationships I don't get them at all. Do you go with their actions or their looks when it comes to interpreting how a guy feels? Do you rely on what they say or how they actually act? Or maybe it's none of my business so I'll just pretend to not think about it even though I am.
I know this is a pretty wussie blog that doesn't say a word about choir tour, but I really want to go to bed. I'll just put choir tour this way. I haven't been that sad/happy for a while, neither have I been as uncomfortable/utterly content or as hyper/drained or loving/hating as those past five days. I'll probably elaborate later. But then again maybe I won't and just let you all guess what I'm thinking about. Which will probably be disasterous, but hey, I'm too tired to try and figure out how I can be misinterpreted as I know I probably will be which is always a scary thought. Heh, wow, I really am bitter against the entire human race. But at least I still love dogs. And toaster ovens. And Honey Nut Bunches of Oats. :-D
-Jillian Out
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